Believe Me I'm Crazy

The lie

I think I’m lying to myself. I feel like a fraud, I wanna just delete the people who don’t mean anything and start fresh. But the world isnt like that, the world makes you remember the people that leave you behind, lie to your face and tell tales behind your back.

GRRRRRRRRRRRR

I don’t want this, I want to pretend life didn’t happen before Uni

I WANT A DELETE BUTTON

Why not take a stupid quiz. YEAH I’M BORED

[ZERO] Your ex texted you and wanted you back, would you take them back?
not a chance

[ONE] Has anyone told you “Forever and ever” then left?
Nope

[TWO] Your relationship status?
In a relationship :P

[THREE] Where did you meet your crush(s)?
Uni - getting drunk after uni

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
Most of them, i think I’m loosing some now

[FIVE] Do you smoke weed regularly?
Nope

[SIX] Think back to the beginning of 2011, are you still dating the same person?
Depends what you call beginning - pre feb then no im not 

[SEVEN] Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
No there getting used to Liam’s face

[EIGHT] When was the last time you really laughed?
Sunday night drinking with Katie

[NINE] Something’s wrong, first guy you turn too?

Matt or Liam depends whats wrong

[TEN] First girl you’d go too?
Kat probly 

[ELEVEN] Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
Yup quite a few of them

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
Yeah but its not epically dramatic 

[THIRTEEN] What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
Because i have a bf, joke i got him already

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried really hard?
Last week - it was just one of those days

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?

Yeah few people

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 mins on the phone?

My mummy

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
atm Jamie T - if you got the money

[NINETEEN] Do you like Red Bull?
Meh not fussed about it

[TWENTY] How many people can you tell just about everything to?
No one - everyone judges even if they dont want to

[TWENTY-ONE] Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
Every time i see one

[TWENTY-TWO] Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
A lot

[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe yourself in one word?
Awesome

[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
Nope

[TWENTY SIX] Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
Yup I’d say that

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you rebound?
Not yet

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Ever cheated on someone?
Not a chance

[TWENTY-NINE] What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
Wait 

[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
Nope 

[THIRTY-ONE] Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?
None

[THIRTY-TWO] Is it hard to make you laugh?
Nah

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you mad?
Liam 

[THIRTY-FOUR] Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
Yup he’s said it already

[THIRTY-FIVE] Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
Last night 

[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
No i think i’d rather no aswell

[THIRTY-SEVEN] Would you like to put a night on repeat, and live it forever?
Maybe though it would probly get old and boring

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
Nope

[THIRTY-NINE] Is your best friend a slut?
Nope

[FORTY] Is hard drugs a turn off?
Yeah

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
Yeah Im really happy right now

[FORTY-THREE] Are you still in love with your ex??
Not in that way but we are friends

[FORTY-FOUR] Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
Never

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Nope 

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Nope

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?
Hell yeah

[FORTY-EIGHT] Where is your best friend?
I dunno i think we might have stopped being so close

[FORTY-NINE] Something your happy about?
MY LIFE

[FIFTY] How is your heart lately?

Its happy and beating